I recently saw a tribute on Peyton Manning from his younger
brother Eli Manning. Whether you follow football or not you may know Eli as the
guy who wins Super Bowls when least expected. Eli, the younger to his more
accomplished brother Peyton, reminds me of myself and my older brother Michael
who died in July 2014. Our younger
sister Marianne and I refer to him... as Mike-ee.
I always looked up to my brother even though he was at least
one-half inch shorter than me. He was the better athlete just as Peyton is to
Eli. Mike’s a little "cooler,"
less outwardly emotional than I and naturally more likable too. He had all the
ability to do the things I like to do too, such as act, write, communicate, and
give direction. He did them all effectively. If he visited you, and there was a
piano at your house, he would have us all singing along. Good voice or not,
Mike had you singing. He carried on a tradition from our father - another Mike.
Only Mike-ee got you to join in where my Dad was more the soloist. Our Dad, by
the way, had quite the voice!
The difference between Eli and Peyton and Mike-ee and I is
that some of you don't know Michael and I want you to know who he was. I want
you to know who he is and was to me. You are my friends. I want you to know how
much I miss him.
He was a fantastic person who had my back in desperate times
as well as the good times.
I am remembering this because, for one, I was so moved by
Eli's remembrance of his big brother Peyton. There was admiration in his words
as we saw pictures of the Manning boys as children playing football. The other reason was that day was Marianne's
birthday and we talked for a long while on our cell phones. She got to be on
the Oregon coast for her special day.
Aside from sharing how thankful to God she was, as for her
life she also spent half her birthday conversation speaking of Mike-ee. She
misses him so. Sometimes when we talk I want to be Mike-ee for Marianne, but I
cannot. He was such a good brother to “Mares.” The two with their families
lived near one another in Oregon for many years. Oregon was also 3000 miles
from where they began. They both left the NY City area around 1970.
Mike-ee was the unofficial head of the family in Oregon.
There was my sister and 4 children as well as 3 of his own. He was a brother to
Ron Carter, Marianne's husband, and Ron is my brother too. He and Ron made a beautiful business together.
Michael and Ron learned to be great
partners and brothers.
Peyton is gone from the game and Eli's tribute was to a
famous brother. Eli's words however were personal and universal. The legacy we
leave is personal. The game, job, our physical location, etc., are forgotten.
The essence of life however is a signature that has eternal realities. Eli and
I share our brothers’ legacy and legacy is what lives on.
My sister Marianne showed me what really counts. It’s not
the Super Bowl ring or the local equivalent of its accomplishment. Neither is
it the failure to attain the status of what we call success. What counts is
what does not count in the super status of what we spend so much time trying to
accomplish.
It's in how much love you gave and give. It’s never too late
to give love. It's in how much you give even at the risk of being rejected for
giving love. Mike, Marianne, and I found Love when we found God. We found how to
value victory, how to savor victory, and to embrace victory even in human
failure. We found this as adults. I found Wendy and God found me and we had
Stephanie.
We did not win the Super Bowl. According to Eli Manning, who
has won two Super Bowls, there is something greater.
You may know Jesus or you may not know Him, but if you know
unselfish love you are on His Trail. If you want to give and want to receive
love, be the first to give love. To truly forgive is to give love too, and this
destroys hate for people.
It all comes from Him. It’s where love flows from ...
"streams come out of His Rock, and cause waters to flow down like rivers."
It’s a Super Bowl stream. It's a veil of tears, and waters
of hope, and closure. It’s Shalom, Peace and a new start.
He is in your unselfish Love desire and He is there waiting
for you and me. He is at the goal post.
A forever touchdown.